"I saw a big circus tent, and I crawled over to it and lifted the canvas and looked inside."
"What did you see?"
"Everything!"
-- as retold by Johnny W.
I have an announcement, W.J. lied to me....there was no circus tent! There was just this ominous smokey cloud that came in from the west that engulfed me in a transforming matrix of alternating metallic colors, orange and blue vibrating into red and white and back again. The pattern was an apple-core quilt style with a dot right in the center of each piece. The quilt wrapped around me and my sympathetic vibrating harmonized with the nano-colors as fabric passed through me destabilizing everything I have ever known to be true.
At some point, I realized I had entered a portal of infinity with nothing to hold on to. I was scared shitless as every molecule in my body was vibrating at bee speed, and getting louder. I also knew that I was on my own, all alone, and if I did not make it back, I would be folded by this undulating matrix into the fossil record of infinity.
For reasons of safety and self preservation, I moved away from the vortex, not sure if I was pulling this new reality with me, contaminating other areas, or if its gravity was weakening. Time and space were definitely stretching. Only at this point did I wake my other and ask for help, only to confront an enraged archetype that had been summoned from hell against her wishes. I was standing naked before Isis, and it was not pretty.
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An enraged archetype summoned from hell against her wishes... hmmm, now why would someone be like that????????
Nice quilts.
As the smoke came streaming out of my mouth a force unbreakable began to take hold of me and I was in for the ride of a lifetime, in this case there was no time. My minds eye took over as if they were the eyes I use everyday. My sister who I was just looking at as I exhaled disappeared and before I knew it I was stuck in this yellowish glob like goo, but was very comfortable. Closed my eyes and saw unzippering and BAM. I looked to the right and saw my right arm separate like velcro. As if I was manufactured. Forgot about my current life and the people I ever met. As I look up to my left I saw her, the shepherdess was above me to the left looking down on me. She came in only the form of a black voided space. Very dominant like and very motherly feeling. All of a sudden she left and as if I was laying on my back looking at a very long chalkboard, a chalkboard of reality appeared. I dont remember any exact visual but I know I found out something, the way life worked, everything layed out in front of me. I knew everything at that moment, everything, I felt it and I saw it. The entire chalkboard was full of a reality, a reality I cant recall but I know it was very colorful and familiar. It was as if I was here before, I and I knew I was going to be here again. The chalkboard disappeared and then something caught my attention to my right again so I looked and what I saw was the most disturbing, unnerving revealing was shown to me. I screamed in my mind which I heard loud and clear "I knew it, I fucking knew it". As if my ultimate question to life was answered and lets just say it wasnt what I was hoping. To this day the only reason I most likely wont ever do it again is because I cant remember exactly what was shown to me but I dont think I was ready for the truth. As that visual faded away I began to notice in my minds eye pages from a book began to flip through and on each page there was a reality but the pages where flipping too fast for me to know what was on each page. These pages seemed infinte and after some time I fell into a page and I was this 30ish white man sitting across from a man and a woman my age just having a conversation. I accepted this as my life as I knew no better. But as soon as I just kind of accepted this I was pulled back out into the space of infinte again and as the pages flipped again I fell into a page again but this time I knew this was the real thing, I opened my eyes and told my sitter I was back. She asked if I was fine and I said yes. I asked her if she heard me scream and she told me I didnt say a thing during the entire trip just some mumbling. For a week or two I had this horrible guilty feeling, I guess guilt from figuring out the cycle of life or just scared as shit from the truth that was revealed to me which I wasnt able to recall and I thank God to this day that I dont know what I saw. I have this overly suspicious feeling it has to do with reincarnation, I would hate to be born in this shitty world again and thats exactly what I think will be happening. Let's just say it was a little life changing of an experience and would love to write a book about it.
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